Which is better?

well i'm too serious with my studies and i want you to have a higher grade but that can't be possible if i have my bf..........bec. i should also give time to him...........but i do love him........BUT my love for my studies is greater than my love for him?which should i choose my bf or ,my studies ........actually i can't feel, that he give importance to me.....if i choose him i guess my studies will be affected.........actually one time he ask me get absent form one of my subject bec. he want us to go some other place......but if i lose him.........i guess i will be hurt?what should i do?we've been only two months now........